If it was meant to be in this song, I'll play for you.

2008/05/29 at 11:16 AM

yes. wat u are doing is really foolish when u noe tat nth will neva come out even if it still started again. no doubt tat i still cared. it jus can't be help. i really dunno wat im doing, thinking, saying these few days. perhaps the raging fever has damaged my brain. but jus as well, since my brain isn't v brainy anyway. sometimes i do wish tat things were back like they were in the past. but well, yes ppl do change and i dun wish to be the baddie again. i haf seen the ugly side of myself, of others. but well, who doesn't haf the ugly side? since i can already predict wats the ending will be, so why bother to try? yea theres jus too many obstacles. yes im a coward. but well im jus too sick and tired to try.

I'll play for you.