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national day

2007/08/09 at 11:00 PM

yo, ytd didn't go to AJ for the AJ race. went back to siwss for the speech day instead. at first thought it shld be quite fun, coz its sort of a get together opportunity for those 4E6 ppl who are receiving prizes, just like me. well, but it didn't turn out that way. we were still as not united as ever. guess nth can ever change this. ppl are still mingling with their cliques and far from the rest. although the class people was closely seated tgt while waiting for our turns to go on stage, i still feel as if i've never known them at all, everyone seemed so distant. hmm, as usual, miss tay gave a long opening speech on the report of the school. hearing her speak still give me a sense of warmth. i must say i still miss swiss! while i was sitting down there waiting for my turn to go on stage, i truely felt that time flies. i still rmb attending last year's speech day. den i saw some of my girl guides senior looking so smart in their JC blazers and going on stage to receive prizes for either 7 or 8 distinctions. at that point of time, i felt that they were very capable and crazy at the same time. tats coz i thought i could never do as well as them. i told myself then that i wanted to challenge myself to follow their footsteps. but deep down in my heart, i told myself that no matter how hard i work, i'll neva get the opportunity to go back and receive this prize when i graduated. hmm, den finally one year has passed. in the end, i still did it. got 8 distinctions and was invited back to receive prize. up to this point, i still felt as if its a dream. its just too good to be true. lets juz hope tat the same miracle would happen for my A levels! anyway, today is national day. not much ambience this year though. there were significantly fewer households hanging up the singapore flag. but the NDP programme was very nice! how i wish i got the tickets... HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

I'll play for you.